The Letter that can NEVER be Sent

Dear,

I am a loser, a coward

I can only watch you from the distance

I can never go and ask

"Why are you like this?"

You looked straight into my eyes the first day we met

Nobody has ever been very interested in me like how you did

Your eyes pierced my heart

Their sharpness shattered my voice

I was intimidated by you

But at the same time, mesmerised

I deny the voices that say

"You both are alike in a way"

To me, you were on top of the mountain

I was just starting to climb it

How can we both be the same?

Now you seem very fragile

I feel like slapping you

Before I grab you into my arms

How would you feel if you know

That someone else is distracted thinking about you?

Rain fell onto me I chose to ignore

The sky seemed to understand me more

I drank my coconut juice like a drunkard

Watching figures pass by with a sore

You saw and turned to confirm my identity

My eyes caught your subtle movements

I felt like the tables were turned

Then it was me who is petrifying

I am a loser, a coward

I let you walk away from me

Finishing my juice became the highest priority

Hoping that it soothes my heart

Instead of you having to face me

Assumptions, too many assumptions

In truth, there's no point of me

Giving a biased perspective upon you

These words may not hold true anymore because

I am a loser, a coward

I can only watch you from the distance

I can never go and ask

"Why are you like this?"

From,
Someone you know.

*Inspired by past events*